I have always been on a roller coaster, and that will not change, I'm sure, but the direction is yet to be determined. The world feels like a much smaller and friendlier place since I got home and the true value of friendship and positive thought is stronger than ever. My choices are endless! My energy is returning with every visit to rehab (the gym) and I feel, well - light! There is no burden on these shoulders.
Who knows what is to come, but that is down to me. I love the fact that I am going into another chapter, and that the book is far from over. After four years of winging it, I worry a lot less than I every used to. I did it, and 'it' feels good! I feel like I have just left school (only far less confused and a little less hairspray). I said 'to hell with it' four years ago and I am still very happy with my decision. If you look at it one way, I am coming home to no job and no house in a slightly used and broken body with an empty bank account! But none of this is a surprise to me. Once again, it boils down to perspective. Holding the bottle, and saying something inaudible in a drunken Irish slur (he The freezing cold and dark car park of the hotel that night – there he was, Four years ago, he had promised he would be waiting for meĪt the port with a bottle of Middleton Extra Rare whiskey. James (an old riding buddy that I hadn’t seen for 10 years) was determined toĭeliver his promise. A couple of friends had made it by car to see me in with a pint (CalumĪnd John), but one man had made it all the way from Ireland on his bike the dayīefore. It was a shame but there was nothing elseįor it. I even put a message out telling people not to come as I didn’t Over the country who had planned to come and meet us at Newhaven had no choiceīut to pull out. Snow covered the ground that morning and the riders from all The UK, it was touch and go to the last minute as to whether we would make it
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